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04 July 2011 @ 08:03 pm
Trek Fic: The Butter's Spread Too Thick (TTOMT Part 47, Pike/McCoy, NC-17)  
Title: The Butter's Spread Too Thick (Part 47 of To Talk of Many Things)
Author: mga1999 and skyblue_reverie
Fandom & Pairing: Star Trek Reboot (aka AOS, ST XI, etc.), Pike/McCoy
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: None
Warnings: None
Word Count: Around 3200
Summary: The continuing correspondence of... yeah, you know the drill.

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To: Philip Boyce (pboyce@starfleet.gov)
From: Leonard McCoy (lmccoy@starfleet.gov)
Date Sent: Wednesday 2260.324

Dear Philip:

I'm awfully sorry to hear about your split from Allen. It seemed like you didn't want to talk about it, so I won't pry, but I went through a pretty hellish divorce myself, so if you ever need to talk about it - or, well, write to someone about it, I'm here, all right?

I'm sure you've caught wind of some of what's being going on with the Enterprise. I'm not sure if it's supposed to be hush-hush or not, so I won't go into details, but I'm sure it's got Chris climbing the walls. I'm hoping you can keep him from losing it completely.

Promise me you won't let him push you away, all right? And I feel guilty as hell putting this on you, because I know you've got enough to deal with already, but I know he's going to need your support.

Don't let him quit the new regimen, or try to "postpone" it, just because things are tough right now. Things are always tough. Sometimes it seems like it's one damn thing after another with no time to breathe between 'em.

I guess we just have to hold on and hope like hell that things get better.

And on that cheerful note, I'll sign off.

Take care,

To: Willa Pike (willa.e.pike@googlemail.com)
From: Leonard McCoy (lmccoy@starfleet.gov)
Date Sent: Wednesday 2260.324

Dear Willa,

Thanks for your comm. I don't know how much of the news has reached earth, but the Enterprise just had a run-in, I guess you could say, with some Romulan warbirds. We're all fine, but as you can imagine, we're all pretty unsettled, and no one's sure what's going to happen next. I'm not even sure I should be telling you this but between the encryption that Jim said he'd put on this, and your husband's diplomatic connections, somehow I think it won't be a problem.

Speaking of Jim, he's having a rough time. He's in deep trouble over his decision to engage the Romulans. We don't know what his punishment is going to be, and even though he tries to cover it up, I can tell he's worried. And aside from that, something that happened during that fight brought up a lot of painful memories from Jim's childhood. I shouldn't say anything more than that, because it's not my secret to reveal, but the upshot is that Jim's really hurting right now.

I know Chris is too, from what you told me, and I heard it from Philip as well - that he'll probably be panicking about the entire idea of marriage right now, given Philip and Allen's split. And I'm sure having me disappear for a while, not knowing if I was all right or not, must have just added to his conviction that close relationships aren't worth the risk.

I apologize, ma'am - I meant to write you back about your questions about the wedding, and instead I ended up unloading all my worries on you. I'm tempted to erase this comm and not send it, but... I guess maybe it's a bit of a relief to be able to vent to someone.

I really don't have a preference for wedding colors. Heck, I don't really have much of an opinion about the wedding in general, except for the groom. I promise I'll mention to Chris that you've been writing to me about the wedding, though, in case it gets him to write back to you. You're a devious woman, Willa Pike.

Please give my regards to Mr. Pike.


To: Leonard McCoy (lmccoy@starfleet.gov)
From: Christopher Pike (cpike@starfleet.gov)
Date sent: Saturday 2260.327

Hi Baby,

I love you so much, Leonard McCoy. Don’t ever do that to me again. Part of me wants to wring Jim’s neck for cutting off communications, but the other part knows he did exactly what he needed to do to keep you safe -- Keep you all safe. And he did. Against all odds, but once again to the detriment of himself.

I don’t even know what to say right now. There is so much to say about Jim and the shit storm that is coming, but I think I need to get some things off my mind first. From the time I got Richard’s first comm when you ‘disappeared’ to the time nine days later when I got word you guys were okay... I honestly don’t know how I made it. Especially when your ring would go black at times. There is always a moment of panic when that happens. I know you have to take it off when you perform surgery and such. I know this. Doesn’t make it any easier.

Fuck, Len. I feel terrible for some of the thoughts that I had during those nine days. I was furious at Jim. I was even more furious at you. As a Starfleet Captain, I understand. I do. As a husband, and yes, I typed husband, Len, I was absolutely terrified of losing you. These feelings are still new to me. Being afraid of losing someone I love, loving someone so damn much that I can’t imagine living without that any more - I don’t know how to deal with that. It makes me feel weak.

And I know you, Leonard McCoy. I know you probably had in your mind that I am still having second thoughts about marrying you . That I regret it. That something like this happening would make it easy for me to walk away. Well, listen to me right now and imagine my intimidating captain’s voice.

I love you. I couldn’t leave you or walk away from you if I wanted to. And I don’t want to. If anything, this incident has reminded me even more how much I love you. How much I need you in my life. How much it’s worth all the stuff we’ve been through and the all the trials that are to come. I don’t regret marrying you, Len. I’m so damn grateful we married before we parted because if something had happened to you – Happened to either one of us. I don’t know how to explain and I’m struggling to find every single one of these words, baby. I just like knowing that you’re mine, and that I am yours. And if I were to die now, I would have no regrets. None.

God, I had to take a few minutes to pull myself together. What I feel for you is so overwhelming sometimes – I wish you knew, Len. I hope in some ways that you do. There is more I should say, and I promise I will. I just need to get some sleep. I know what you mean by wrung out. I wish I was there to pull you into my arms and hold you. I think we’d actually be holding onto each other, because right now I think I need it as much as you do. And after everything you’ve been through the last couple of weeks, that makes me feel like the selfish asshole I’ve always been.

That’s just how much I need you, baby. Don’t doubt that. I’ll write more soon.

I love you, Len.

Your husband,


To: James Kirk (jkirk@starfleet.gov)
From: Christopher Pike (cpike@starfleet.gov)
Date Sent: Monday 2260.329

Dear Jim,

I’m sorry, son, that I haven’t written you sooner. I’ve run such a gamut of emotions the last week that I wanted to work my way through them before I did. It would have been easy to lash out at you. It would have probably made me feel better, but I knew it ruin the strides we’ve made in the last few months in our relationship.

I know you aren’t in a good place right now, and I wish that somehow I could take some of the weight off of your shoulders. Yes, you made a mistake, but we all do. You don’t deserve the scrutiny you are under. I’ve done far worse at various times in my career. Being a Starfleet Captain is all about judgment and intuition and you have the latter in spades. The former is only gained by experience and, frankly, learning from the mistakes you made so you don’t make them again.

I hope you know that I’m doing everything I can to help you, Jim. I have called in just about every favor, written comms on your behalf, and may have possibly made a few threats, but you didn’t hear that from me. And honestly, while I don’t agree with everything you did, after reading the reports – They tied your hands purposely, Jim. I know it and I hope you know it. You did the right thing, son. Yes, you broke regs and you’ll have to suffer the consequences. But you saved countless lives, valuable and much-needed cargo, made a stand for Starfleet against the Romulans who I like to refer to as the biggest bullies in space.

That said, what the fuck where you thinking engaging four Romulan warbirds? Do you have any idea what they could have done to you, the Enterprise, and Len if they had actually attacked – Fuck, Jim. Two warbirds have taken down a c-class ship before. My nightmares are full of ‘what if’s’ and ‘could have beens’ this week thanks to you. Fuck. I’m sorry. I’m trying to keep emotion out of this comm. I’m trying to be as supportive as I can be, but that’s nearly impossible for me to do.

I will say this if it makes you feel any better. I’ve pored over the intel and logs you made prior to your decision and I can’t say I wouldn’t have done the same thing you did. I might have sent a coded message to the Reliant to pass on to command, but I also understand why you didn’t. I also can’t say that I wouldn’t have entered the Neutral Zone either. I could not have stood by and watched those ships be destroyed any more than you could. I would be ashamed of any captain that would – And believe me, there are captains who would have done nothing.

I don’t know what else to say right now. Just know that I’m thinking about you and you have my support no matter what happens.

I love you, son. Take care of yourself.

To: Leonard McCoy (lmccoy@starfleet.gov)
From: Christopher Pike (cpike@starfleet.gov)
Date sent: Monday 2260.329

Dear Len,

I just wrote to Jim and it was one of the hardest comms I’ve ever sent. It was incredibly difficult not to lash out, and I may have somewhat, but the bottom line is I told him he has my full support and I hope you know I have been doing everything I can to help him. You might doubt that after the way I’ve acted at times, but I’ve called in every favor owed me and even some I’m not to try to reason with those out to get him. I’m not sure it’s going to be favorable. I think you need to know that.

I’m doing better. Really. Yes, I’m giving Philip a hard time and I know you asked me to go easy on him, but believe me, if I were to change the way I was acting, it would be worse. I’m trying to keep the way we interact the same. I know he’s hurting even though he acts completely otherwise. He’s acting like he’s won the lottery of being ‘free’ and I won’t be surprised if there is a fancy convertible hovercar sitting at his house next time we’re on Earth. He even dyed all the gray out of his hair, and is sporting a much shorter haircut. I have to admit he looks ten years younger, but he’s acting half his age. Or heck, probably worse. Don’t get me started.

I also have to admit I’m somewhat embarrassed by the last comm I sent. I re-read it earlier as I couldn’t remember what I’d brought up – And before you go off worrying about my memory, I’m fine, Len. Just stressed, tired and worried. I’m fine. Embarrassed or not, I meant every word of that comm. I’m happy to be married to you. I’ve even started writing my name as ‘McCoy’ in my personal non-Starfleet logs. The first time, I did it without thinking. Now I type them all as Christopher R. McCoy Pike. That’s me, and I’m damn proud of it.

I’m sorry my mother is bothering you about the wedding plans. I’ve been avoiding her, to tell you the truth. She prefers that I send her vid comms, so she can ‘see’ me, and since she’s my mother – Well, she’d know I was not being forthcoming about our wedding. I hadn’t considered that when we married, so I just need some time to frankly, figure out how to lie to my mother. Since Jim doesn’t believe in no-win scenarios, maybe he can figure out a way to get me out of the mess I’m in. Fuck.

By the way, my cousin who performed our wedding has invited us to stay at his bed and breakfast near the family winery next time we have shore leave on earth and a few days to spare. He knows it may be awhile, but I’d love to take you there – Show you where my family came from. I spent some time there when I was young and have nothing but good memories of my time there. We have the rest of our lives to accept the invitation and I can’t tell you how good that makes me feel.

While I have no interest in wedding plans, I have been thinking a lot about our honeymoon since there is no way I’m counting the short time we had. Since we’ll be on Risa together in a few months, I’m already looking for a private villa somewhere near the water. Preferably on one of their numerous man-made islands. I know they have several that only have one villa and we’d be completely alone. No staff. Everything you need is transported in or already stocked. We could walk around the island naked and do whatever we want. How does that sound? It sounds glorious to me – The thought of having you naked for six days straight and all to myself. Jesus, what you do to me.

Makes me want to plan our Earth honeymoon somewhere tropical and private too. I can see you, rain coming down, us walking around naked. Your skin wet, watching your muscles ripple as you walk, drops of water sliding down your ass. I’d probably stop right there and start licking them off, working my way to your hole. Then I’d open you up with my tongue and lean you against a tree and fuck you right there with the rain pouring down on us, cooling us off when inside we are both burning for each other. What do you think of that, baby? Can I do that for you? Can I plan that type of honeymoon?

Fuck, Now I have myself so hard. I’m going to take a shower and imagine that, wrap my hand around my cock and wish it was your tight ass. I’ll be coming with your name on my lips, baby. Always.

Fuck I miss you. Keep yourself safe, baby. I love you.


Personal Journal of Christopher R. McCoy Pike
Monday 2260.329

I’ve been avoiding writing here. It’s easier to pretend I’m not having the feelings I am. To Jim, Philip, and Len I’m being the perfect mentor, supportive best friend, and perfect husband. I’m doing and saying all the right things, but if any of them knew the truth, knew what I was really thinking and feeling... Just fuck.

Let’s start with Philip. This divorce has really changed him. Maybe I was in denial and it has been a long time coming, but I really thought they’d work it out. To hear that Allen has already moved out of their home – He bought a place nearby, and he’s seeing someone else, when they haven’t even filed for divorce. Maybe I’m old fashioned, but neither of them are acting like the people I’ve known and loved for over thirty five years. I want to slap some sense into both of them. To make it worse, Philip is fucking Sato. Sato. A woman at that. I never even knew Philip liked women. Every time I ask the computer to locate one of them, they are in each other’s quarters. Or Philip’s office. I shudder to think about the latter.

Next there is Jim. While everything I wrote in my comm is true, I’m still furious. I’m actually cycling through so many emotions I can’t even recognize half of them. And this is where I become the first rate asshole that most people think I am – I’m glad he screwed up. He needed to be knocked down a peg or two. Doesn’t mean I think he deserves what may happen to him, but part of me is – Fuck, I don’t think I’ve ever used this word before, but gleeful sums it up pretty damn well.

Which brings me to Len. There is part of me that is even mad at him for not finding a way to contact me. I know Jim would have found a way to let him send a comm if he had insisted, but he didn’t. He went along with Jim as always with little thought. And yes part of me knows it’s not that simple, but it hurts to know that he’d follow Jim so blindly like that. Does follow Jim like that. And I know he wouldn’t follow me that blindly.

So here I am. I can’t tell anyone how I’m feeling. I certainly can’t tell my husband “I hope Jim loses his Captaincy over this so I can send Philip home to save his damn marriage and bring you over to the Exeter to replace him so I finally have you all to myself.” I’m sure that would go over really well.

I’m just fucked.

On to the next part
How do I feel?: exhaustedexhausted
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Sky: [star trek aos] pike-bruceskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 02:07 pm (UTC)
Eek, sorry it took so long to respond! I'm glad you're enjoying, even if you don't get a chance to review every chapter. :)

Philip + Sato = very very EWWWWWW.

Thank you so much for the comment!
wunnerwmn on July 5th, 2011 03:49 am (UTC)
Nice job as always, you two. Sorry for all my incredibly silly comments lately - they don't give you credit for creating some wonderfully flawed but very loveable characters, finding their way through messed up situations. They always seem so real!

I love that Chris is finally settling into the idea of being married, and showing his support for Len - even though he's venting in his journal. They need to put a counselor on the Exeter, though Chris would probably have his own couch there....
Sky: [star trek aos] pike ruefulskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 02:10 pm (UTC)
Hiya bb - do not apologize for silly comments! We love silly comments. We love serious comments too. Basically, we just love comments. Full stop. :D

It's so good to hear the the characters read as realistic - thank you for that!

Haha, yes, Chris so needs a therapist on the Exeter. In fact, maybe two - one to deal with Chris and one to deal with the rest of the crew.

random00brandom00b on July 5th, 2011 04:27 am (UTC)
Another great chapter
Can I just say that I agree w/ 180% of everything Pike wrote/"said" in this chapter? I completely understand where he's coming from, esp. about the Enterprise debacle.

One thing that pissed me off is that he's using all of those favors he's accumulated to save Kirk? What happens if/when he has to save McCoy ('cuz you know it's gonna happen--it's Leonard McCoy, folks) and has no goodwill left. Sometimes I feel there are permanently three people in this relationship.

Also, Boyce & Sato? *scrunches nose* Eww!
Sky: [star trek aos] pike sadskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 02:14 pm (UTC)
Re: Another great chapter
Thanks for the comment, and sorry it took so long to respond!

All credit for Pike's reactions goes to Jude - she really did the heavy lifting on this chapter and I agree, she did an awesome job. As to using all his favors, all I can hope is that he was exaggerating a bit, and he's holding some in reserve for when Len needs him. And yes, it's totally true that there are permanently three people in this relationship. Kinda sucks all around - I feel for all three of them in the situation.

Oh, Boyce, wherefore art thou screwing Sato? 'Tis gross, verily.

Weeping Naiad: ST: Pike/Kirk/McCoyweepingnaiad on July 5th, 2011 07:18 am (UTC)
What a tense chapter! So much going on behind the scenes!

I feel bad for Chris, especially when he opens up in his own journal. First, he has to lie to his mother, one of his dearest friends is now sleeping with Sato, and he's fighting for Kirk even when he's not so sure that he wants Jim to keep command of the Enterprise.

He's still so jealous of Jim, seems like he's never going to get past that. I'm just glad that he's gotten better, or seems to anyway, about compartmentalizing. That's actually amazingly grown-up and mature. I just hope that Jim isn't thrown under a bus.

Lovely work!

Sky: [star trek aos] pike capt fine v01skyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 02:19 pm (UTC)
Hi bb! Sorry it took so long to respond, and thank you for the lovely comment!

My fantastic co-writer did most of the writing for this chapter, and I'm with you - I love how Chris is developing. I don't know if he'll ever get past his jealousy, but if he's got to feel that way, at least as you said, he's learning to compartmentalize.

As for Jim - you'll just have to wait and see! But I will say that Jim has a way of always landing on his feet, doesn't he? Sometimes a bit worse for the wear, but he's a survivor.

Thank you again for the gorgeous comment! ♥
Fletcher: ST: Christopher Pikef13tch3r on July 5th, 2011 07:31 am (UTC)
I have so been looking forward to this update. I wasn't sure if it would be delayed due to the holiday. I'm grateful to you that it wasn't. I think I would've gone into withdrawals or something. XD

Chris is taking everything so hard. Poor thing.
Keep up the good work, ladies.
Sky: [star trek aos] pike sternskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 02:21 pm (UTC)
Ooh, we wouldn't want you going into withdrawal! That would be bad. We are definitely trying to keep to a once-a-week posting schedule. So far, so good. *crosses fingers*

Chris feels things more deeply than anyone would guess, doesn't he? He still keeps so much hidden. *sigh* I love how Jude writes him. Even when he's a jerk and I want to kick him in the shins, he's so real.

Thank you so much for the comment!!
sangue: jim bw poutysangueuk on July 5th, 2011 09:04 am (UTC)
Wow - I really admire the way you ladies have spun Pike out like this, it's great! *is a sadist* Heh! All the various comms and the journal, all work together so well. And yeah, I admit, I'm looking forward to their next shore leave - umm, claiming/angry sex for the win! *hopes*

Also, poor Jim - GET ON HIS SIDE, PIKE!
Sky: [star trek aos] pike retireskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 02:26 pm (UTC)
All the Pike stuff is down to my lovely co-writer, and I agree, she does an amazing job. (btw, did this pretentious anglophile get that usage right? "down to", I mean.)

Jude's the master-class sadist between us, and I am merely a beginner. BUT - I'm the one with no shame, who's willing to write nasty, dirty pr0n, so if I have my way, yes, there will be angry claiming sex, and many many other kinds of sex. As often as possible. :D

Thank you for the comment, bb, and I'm sorry it took so long to respond. This week has been madness.
sexycazzy: Pike/Kirk/Bones seatsexycazzy on July 5th, 2011 09:23 am (UTC)
omg! I'm so proud of Chris, what a long way to go...if this happened in the early stages of their relationship, I'm fairly sure that he would've went off at Jim in his comm and would've said some things he couldn't take back to Len...but he has came a long way since then and tried to keep calm in his comms to Jim and Len, but of course some anger coming through here and there, and then in his journal, he had a chance to vent. Although, I feel for Chris, he really has nobody to talk to, while Len has Jim. ::((

Hopefully, it will get easier with time.

Hugs the boys!
Sky: [star trek aos] pike ruefulskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 03:10 pm (UTC)
Chris has really come a long way, hasn't he? My lovely co-writer gets all the credit for that. I think it's amazing the way she's brought him along so slowly, two steps forward and one step back.

Yeah, Chris is a bit stuck right now, since his main two sources of support are Len and Philip, and right now they need him to be the strong one. Of course, there are other people who would be there for Chris if he would reach out, but that's difficult for him, I think. Oh, Chris. *shakes head*

Thank you for the comment, and sorry it took so long to respond! <3
secretsolitairesecretsolitaire on July 5th, 2011 11:36 am (UTC)
Ahh, Chris. *hugs him* I love that he's making such an effort to be supportive even when he's having so many unsupportive thoughts. I definitely think there are times when keeping your mouth shut and not spilling everything is the right thing to do, even though it's hard.

Also, his honeymoon fantasy was HOT. ;-)

As always, looking forward to seeing where this goes next.
Sky: [star trek aos] pike mccoy heartskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 03:14 pm (UTC)
Thank you for the comment, and I'm so glad you're still enjoying.

Chris. He tries so hard. Sometimes he gets it right and sometimes he gets it spectacularly wrong. But that's what makes him so interesting, I think. Jude really does a marvelous job with him. I kind of alternately want to hug him and smack him, which of course means that Len wants to alternately hug him and smack him. :p

Tropical rainforest sex FTW! I'm looking forward to that. :D

As always, I love your gorgeous seasonal icon. That rose is so lush!
(no subject) - secretsolitaire on July 11th, 2011 11:24 pm (UTC) (Expand)
The Hysterical Hystorian: ST: McCoy/Kirk/Pikeabigail89 on July 5th, 2011 01:31 pm (UTC)
YAY! An update!!!

I love Chris is this, the public Chris and especially the private Chris. I have no doubt he loves Len and Jim and Phil/Allen, and I have no doubt that he's glad he got married, even if it is taking some time for him to wrap his mind around it (y'all are doing such a great job with that yes/no attitude he has about it), but in the privacy of his own journal, he's such a 13 year old boy. :D But I agree that seeing 2 of his oldest friends divorcing and then doing completely against-character things rocks his world deeply. Absolutely wonderful emotional rollercoaster for Chris here.

Len is steady on, isn't he? I just wanna hug Len here because man, y'all are putting him square in the middle. I know you have something big coming that's gonna rock HIS world, aren't you? Yeah, you evil bitches, making my Len suffer, just when he'd gotten his man and then got his man and BFF together.

Well done!
Sky: [star trek aos] pike mccoy enterpriseskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 03:24 pm (UTC)
Aww, bb, thank you so much for your detailed comments! They always make me so happy. I'm sorry it took so long to respond to this one - life's been crazy for both of us this week.

Ha, Chris as a thirteen-year-old boy is a very apt description. All of Chris's struggles and ups and downs are the result of Jude's wonderful writing. Well, and her innate sadism. :p

Len is the steady one for now, but yes, we are evil (though Jude more than me!!) and I'm sure we will make him suffer at some point in the not-too-distant future. It'll be interesting to see if Jim and Chris will be able to come together for Len's sake, to be supportive when he needs them.

Thanks again, bb! ♥
treksnoopytreksnoopy on July 5th, 2011 02:54 pm (UTC)
Another incredibly intense chapter!

Poor Chris! His frist comm to Len was absolutly heart wrenching in the relief and despiration that he was trying to convey.

I think he's doing well dealing with the mess that Jim has created because it is exceptional, even for Jim!

I can not wait for the next update, as always!
Sky: [star trek aos] jim bones high maintenanskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 05:55 pm (UTC)
Poor Chris indeed. My co-writer mga1999 loves to torture him - but she does it so well, don't you think?

Poor Jim too. Trouble just kind of follows him around. True, some of it is of his own making... :)

Thank you for the comment, and sorry it took so long to respond! <3
drinking rum and writing some: Kirktherumjournals on July 6th, 2011 12:54 am (UTC)
oooh, pike! i'm sorry, i just can't keep my jim/bones bromance love out of this!
Sky: [star trek aos] jim & bones hyposkyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 05:57 pm (UTC)
Oh, by all means, don't keep your jim/bones bromance love out of this! We love it too. Well, and we love jim/bones slash. But... not gonna happen in this story... unless Jude is feeling REALLY evil....

thanks, bb, and sorry it took so long to reply! ♥
(no subject) - mga1999 on July 11th, 2011 03:19 am (UTC) (Expand)
fanarts_seriesfanarts_series on July 6th, 2011 11:40 am (UTC)
Brrrr the sato thing lol !

Love a lot this update, poor guys, they deserve some vacation and i agree with Christopher, some time alone and naked could be good.

Thanks for the update.
Sky: [star trek aos] pike mccoy blueskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 05:58 pm (UTC)
Ha, I hope Philip isn't in over his head with Sato. I guess we'll have to wait and see. :)

Mmm, naked Chris and Len on vacation. Yummy. :D

Thanks for the comment, and sorry it took so long to respond! <3
snitches be crazy: st - pike/mccoyshighola on July 6th, 2011 10:43 pm (UTC)
This is the first time I've actually agreed with Chris calling himself a selfish asshole. At least he knows how he "should" be acting right now and isn't spewing hatred at everyone. I call that progress.
Sky: [star trek aos] pike shadowedskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 08:30 pm (UTC)
Ha, yeah, Chris can be quite self-flagellating - sometimes when he deserves it, and sometimes when he doesn't. I definitely think it's progress that he's keeping his... hmmm... less mature thoughts to himself. Well, and that he's actually self-aware enough now to recognize those feelings and be able to express them at all rather than just lashing out. :)

Thanks for the comment, and sorry it took so long to respond.
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Sky: [star trek tos] jim helo tharskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 08:35 pm (UTC)
Heee! Well, my co-writer is really the evil one, and she just sweeps me along in her nefarious plans. So any bribes should go to her. Although I'm really not sure she can be swayed from her evil ways. ;)

Love that icon! :D
ellie_pierson: Pike/McCoy fly with meellie_pierson on July 9th, 2011 02:44 pm (UTC)
Oh poor Chris, he really is fucked. Now he's going to think about what he wrote and feel bad...sort of.

I'd like a video of the two of them walking around naked. Who do I contact about that?
Sky: [star trek aos] pike mccoy enterpriseskyblue_reverie on July 10th, 2011 08:36 pm (UTC)
Oh, I'm sure Chris will feel guilty but at least he didn't share the worst of his thoughts with Len or Jim. This time. :p

Oooh, I want that video too! If you run across it on youtube, let me know, k?