Authors: mga1999 and skyblue_reverie
Fandom & Pairing: Star Trek Reboot (aka AOS, ST XI, etc.), Pike/McCoy
Rating: NC-17, for SERIOUS.
Word Count: around 4400
Summary: The further correspondence of Leonard McCoy and Christopher Pike. PHONE SEX, BBs. (Well, okay, vidcomm sex, but still.) And, you know, some more letters. But mostly, PHONE SEX.
Disclaimer: Any resemblance to anything whatsoever is purely coincidental.
Authors' Notes: From skyblue_reverie (the loud one): I think linelenagain is going to KILL me soon if I keep writing this instead of the Chris/Karl RPS I owe her. But this is just so fun to write! It's like crack! DELICIOUS, CHOCOLATE-COATED CRACK. I can't help myself. From mga1999 (the quiet one): And she's going to kill ME if I don't get back to the epic she's foaming at the mouth for more of from me. BUT THIS IS LIKE DITCHING SCHOOL.
Part 1, Of Cabbages and Kings
Part 2, Of Sails and Ships and Sealing Wax
Part 3, Scrambling to the Shore
Part 4, The Time Has Come
Part 5, The Sun Was Shining Brightly
To: Leonard McCoy (firstname.lastname@example.org)
From: Christopher Pike (email@example.com)
I wanted to write to you right away before our vidcomm in a couple of days. I don't want to spend any of our time discussing things from our letters. I've got other plans.
Joanna Rose is a beautiful name, Len. God, I still don't even know what to say. I will try to remember that in September, but just so you know, I will be neck deep in preparations on Exeter, and I have a tendency -- Well, let's just say you probably won't be hearing from me much. Obsessed, asshole, raving lunatic -- I've been called all of the above, and I'm sure many others I'm forgetting, the last month before a launch. I develop tunnel vision and pretty much everything else doesn't exist. I just thought I should warn you ahead of time.
I hope you don't think I'm pressuring you about kids either, Len. I'm not. I know men don't have the same biological clocks as women, and we aren't limited to the same child-bearing years either. But I swear, the clock has been ticking in me the last fifteen years, and seems to be getting more frantic as I get older. I just have to be honest here. If we do have kids, I'd like it sooner rather than later. I'd like to be able to run and catch a football with our son/daughter.
I'm not saying tomorrow, Len. I'm just saying that when this five year tour on the Exeter is over, I'm done with starship duty. It would have been the same for the Enterprise; I think I already told you that. I just need to go out on my own terms, and not be forced by my injury. I still don't know whether I will teach or not. While I have enjoyed this semester, I'm not sure that is where my future lies. Make no mistake though, I am staying in Starfleet in some capacity.
So I'm just telling you this so you know. I don't want something like this to come between us and I think if we keep talking about it openly, it won't. And I am happy being a godfather to Philip and Allen's children. And while they are all pretty much grown now, I still feel like I contribute to their well-being from time to time, and I'll have to admit, I'm looking forward to when they have their own children.
As far as rumors and reputation, I'm not quite sure what to say, or what you want me to say. I do admit that the threesome rumor with you and Jim makes me chuckle, and by the way, yes, I have had a few threesomes in the past. None of them students at the academy. As far as the protégés rumor? Yes, there was one cadet over fifteen years ago that I became involved with. I'm not particularly proud of that time. The cadet ended up leaving Starfleet and that was probably my fault. Even though I had been up-front with him that I was not looking for anything serious, he eventually wanted that. There were no sexual favors involved because he wasn't command track. I suspect some of those rumors came from that. I learned my lesson and other than one other time, have not been involved with anyone in Starfleet. Have I fucked people in Starfleet? Of course I have. But except for that cadet, and one other person, they were peers or within one rank and neither under my command or the same track.
The other person I was involved with, Len, was my first officer. As Jim has found out the last year, a captain on a starship doesn't have much opportunity for sexual activity other than your right or left hand. You take advantage of shore leave, usually have a pretty extensive holoporn collection, and occasionally get to bed someone on an away mission. Yes, I've done all of that. And I'll admit my reputation hasn't been exaggerated. As you've discovered, I like sex. And as a captain, you have a very small rank field of anyone you can become involved with. And yes, it's frowned upon, but it's not a court-martial offense. My first officer and I were sexually compatible, and it worked out well for both of us at the time.
As far as how you've managed to snag an admiral? Hell, I still pinch myself that you're attracted to and want someone twenty years older than you. You could have anyone, Len, whether you know it or not. I'm sorry for what your ex-wife did to you to take that confidence away. And I feel honored that I can give some of it back to you. I mean that. I am so incredibly lucky to be with you. Don't ever forget that.
Now, on to less serious things. I walked a mile on my treadmill yesterday for the first time. I barely made it to the shower this morning, though, and I was so sore that I had to use the autochair most of the day. I only have six months left to medically qualify for command, and it has me a bit on edge. Yes, I'm aware it was a very short time ago that I couldn't even stand, or walk across the room. I know that. It's still hard, though.
And as wonderful as the sex was, my stamina there isn't what it was. Thank you for making me feel otherwise, though. But you and I both know I have a long ways to go. I want to be able to stand up and fuck you from behind. I want to be able to fuck you on all fours with control. There are so many things I want to do to you, with you, Len, that I can't yet. And before you get all insecure, I am not in the least bit unhappy with anything we've done so far. It's truly been amazing, Len. No one has ever made me feel like you have before. Yes, the sex is hot. Damn hot. But there is something else, that I can't explain, I would call it passion, but it's even more than that. Whatever it is, just makes it so much better than anything I've done before.
God, here I go with all this romantic sappy shit again. See what you do to me? Next thing you know, I'll be sending you love sonnets.
Anyway, I'm going to go walk off some of this sexual tension on the treadmill if I can still move. I'm really looking forward to our vidcomm. Write me back before if you have any concerns with what I've said here, okay? I want the vidcomm to have our full attention for more enjoyable things.
To: Christopher Pike (firstname.lastname@example.org)
From: Leonard McCoy (email@example.com)
In terms of kids, I'm not quite sure what else to say. I just don't know if I'll want kids or not. Let's just... drop it for now, if that's okay.
I didn't mean to make you feel defensive about your past, Chris. Lord knows you don't know anyone any explanations, least of all me. Just don't be too surprised if I feel insecure from time to time. As I'm sure you've guessed, my own experience isn't nearly as extensive as yours. No threesomes, no what I assume are open relationships, from what you've said, in my past. No friends-with-benefits arrangements. I guess what I'm wondering is - am I going to be enough for you? Good god, I don't even know if you prefer men or women. Are you going to miss being with a woman? Are you going to want to be able to have sex with women? Or other men? All right, now I'm feeling like an idiot. I know I'm being ridiculous. I'm going to stop now.
Chris, you're never going to hear me complain about you being romantic or sappy. Hell, you can send me love sonnets if you want, although I admit I know nothing at all about poetry. I'll probably get sappy - well, even more sappy than I already have - as well. In my past relationships, I tended to use quite a few pet names - honey, sweetheart, things like that. That doesn't seem quite right for us, though. Well, we'll figure it out as we go along, I guess.
Damn, Chris, reading your letters always gets me hard. I'm not going to take care of it, though, because our vidcomm is tonight and I want to wait until then. I'll talk to you in a few hours. Can't wait.
Transcript of video communication between Terminal: Enterprise, Quarters of McCoy, Leonard and Terminal: Starfleet Officer Residential, Apartment of Pike, Christopher
Encryption Level: 1A
Participants: User ID 8943120C, Lieutenant Commander Leonard McCoy; User ID 5829899A, Admiral Christopher Pike
Auto-transcribe requested by: Admiral Christopher Pike
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Chris, good lord, it's good to see your face.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: You, too, Len. It's been too long.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: How've you been?
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Not bad. Be better when I'm there on the Enterprise, though.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: How's the p.t. coming?
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: It's fine, Len. You have, what, thirty minutes allotted for this vidcomm? This what you want to spend our time talking about?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Damn it, Chris, you know it's not.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Good. Then take your shirt off.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Yeah. Yeah, okay. You too.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: God, Len, you really are beautiful.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Good god, man, you're making me blush. [pause] Damn, Chris, you look amazing. I can tell you've been keeping up with your recommended workout routine - your abdominal musculature is regaining the tone and definition it had before the injuries.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: [laughter] Thank you for your professional opinion, Doctor McCoy.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: You're welcome. If I were with you, I'd show my appreciation by tracing the outline of all of those gorgeous muscles with my tongue.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: [intake of breath] Yeah? What else would you do?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I'd kiss you until we were both out of breath. I'd run my hands all over you, every part I could reach.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: I'd have one hand buried in your gorgeous thick hair.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I'd suck on your neck, lick it and bite it. God, I love how sensitive you are there.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Noticed that, huh? Well, I've noticed something about you too. Don't think I've ever been with anyone whose nipples were quite as sensitive as yours.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Fuck, Chris.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah, we'll get to that. For now, I want you to suck on your thumb. Get it real wet for me, Len. Then I want you to run it over your nipples. I want to watch them get hard.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Ahhh.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah, that's it. Now I want you to pinch them for me. Harder, Len. Harder.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Oh, god.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: That's it. Damn that's hot. You're already completely hard, aren't you?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Yeah. You?
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Len, I was hard before this comm started, just thinking about what we were going to do.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I want to see.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Oh, you do? I'll show you mine if you show me yours.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: [laughter] Yeah, okay. Just a minute.
[rustling noises in background]
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Shit, Len, I love your cock. It's making my mouth water just looking at it.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: God, Chris, I love the things you can do with your mouth.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: I want you to touch yourself now, Len. But don't come until I tell you to. Can you do that?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Fuuuuuuck. Yeah.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Good. Now tell me exactly what I do with my mouth that you like so much.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: God, Chris, I -
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Not yet, Len. Hold on for me.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Okay. Okay.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Good. That's good, Len. Now talk to me. Tell me what you want me to do to you with my mouth.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Damn it. I want you to suck me down, all the way. Swallow me to the root.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: You like it when I do that? When I deep-throat you?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Hell yeah.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Good. What else?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I like... Oh. I like it when you suck on my balls.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Oh yeah? Touch them for me now, Len. Roll them and tug on them, the way I'd be doing with my mouth if I was there.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Shit. Chris, I want to see you touch yourself too.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Like this? This what you want to see?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Fuck. Yes.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Do you have some lube there with you?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Umm. Yeah. Here.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Good. Get your fingers lubed up real good. I want to watch you fuck yourself on your fingers.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Yeah. Yeah, okay, hold on.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Scoot forward on your chair and spread your legs for me. Hook your legs over the arms of your chair. I want to see this. Want to see you all spread out for me. Yeah, good. Now fuck yourself with two fingers to start. Don't touch your cock now. With your other hand, I want you to play with your nipples.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Oh, God, Chris.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: No, don't close your eyes. Look at me. I want to see those gorgeous eyes of yours.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Chris...
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Right here, Len. Can you see what you're doing to me? See how hard I am?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Yeah. Yeah.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: You're close, aren't you? Just from fucking yourself on your fingers and playing with your nipples. Fuck, you have no idea how hot that is, Len. Do you think you could come just from someone playing with your nipples? No other contact?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I... I don't know.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: When I'm there on the Enterprise, I'm gonna find out. I'm going to tie you to your bed and just tease and torture your nipples for as long as it takes. Hours, if that's what it takes. Until you're begging me to touch your cock.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Oh, fuck, Chris...
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Add another finger now. I want you spreading yourself open with three fingers. Get yourself ready for my cock. You're gonna fuck me when I'm there, but Len, I'm going to fuck you too. Over and over again.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Damn it...
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah. Twist your nipples for me, Len. Yeah, like that. Keep looking at me. God, you have no idea how hot you look. Spread out, wide open, playing with yourself for me. Doing what I tell you. Showing me exactly how good it makes you feel.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Chris, please.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah, fuck, Len, beg me. Beg me for it. I want to hear you begging to be allowed to come.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Fuck, please, Chris. Please let me come. Please let me touch my cock.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Shit, Len, you beg so prettily. I'm so close to coming, just from that. I'm having to hold myself back.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Oh God, Chris, please.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah, yeah, all right. Keep your fingers inside yourself. You can touch your cock with your other hand.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Oh dear sweet Jesus.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah, Len. Look at me. I want to see your eyes. Such pretty hazel eyes. So expressive. You show everything with your eyes, you know that?
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Chris...
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah, Len, I know. All right, Len, come for me. Come for me now.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Ohhhhhhhh. Oh fuuuuuuuuuck.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: So fucking beautiful, Len. So beautiful, you have no idea. Fuck, gonna come now too. For you, Len. All for you.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Oh God, Chris.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Oh. Oh. Oh. Shit fuck yeah oh god Len.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Fuuuck.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: [breathing heavily]
[two minutes of breathing noises from both users]
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Shit, Chris, that was...
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Yeah. Yeah, it was.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Fuck, I think my vidcomm time's almost up.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: [laughter] Glad we finished, then.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Good god, yes. Me too.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Thanks for that, Len.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Me? Thank you, Chris. Shit, that was unbelievable.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: The feeling's entirely mutual.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I guess I won't see you again for eight weeks, huh?
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: I know. But I'll write. And eight weeks isn't that long, really.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Yeah, I know. I'll just... I'll miss you.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: I'll miss you too. Keep yourself safe out there, all right? I... I worry about you.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I'll be careful. You too, all right? Don't go doing anything stupid when you're so close to being back at full health.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: All right, got it, doctor.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: I'm not kidding. I want you to be able to do those things you mentioned in your last comm - stand behind me and fuck me, and fuck me while I'm on all fours. So I've got a vested interest in seeing you get healthy, here.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: Hell, Len, you trying to get me going for another round? I am 53 years old, you know. I don't recover that quickly.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: You and I both know you do, given proper motivation. But no, unfortunately, my comm time's up and I've got to sign off now. Take care of yourself, Chris. I'll see you in eight weeks.
[Adm. Christopher Pike]: You take care too. I'm glad we got to do this. Good night, Len.
[Lt. Cmdr. Leonard McCoy]: Good night, Chris.
To: Leonard McCoy (firstname.lastname@example.org)
From: Christopher Pike (email@example.com)
A quick follow up to your letter you sent before our vidcomm.
About the threesomes or me sleeping with other people: No, I would never expect that in my relationship with you or in a relationship, period. Let me make one thing clear, Len. When I am in a committed relationship, which we are, there isn't anyone else. I know you're old fashioned and that's a given with you, and I'm sorry if my reputation has made you wonder otherwise.
I told you, I was with my wife for over five years, and even though we were apart for a lot of that, I was never with anyone else. Even after I knew she was seeing someone else, I upheld my vows until the divorce was final. Honor is very important to me, and when I make a promise, a vow, I keep it.
Yes, I have been in open relationships with both women and men where we still had sex outside the relationship. But those were mutual and frankly, I don't even consider those real relationships. More like having a regular sex partner, but still dating, or, to put it crudely, fucking others.
As far as whether I prefer men or women? Yes, the committed relationships I've had so far have been with women. And I think you know why, and I'm not going to bring that issue up again because you asked me to drop it, and I completely understand that. I'm not going to lie and say that I don't like being with women. But to be honest, sex has always been better with men for me. And with you, I not only have incredible sex, I have the emotional connection we're building. With you, I see myself having everything I could possibly want or need.
So I hope this has put to rest any doubts you're having. I'll admit I've had some of the same ones, considering you were married to a woman. You also mentioned your high school girlfriend before, so frankly, while I know you've been with men before, I got the impression it was just experimentation and that you prefer women. Am I wrong?
Just remember you aren't alone in your insecurities. Mine get worse when I have to spend the day in my autochair because I'm having back spasms, like today, and can hardly move. I'd say more, but I can already hear your 'Good god, man' in my head telling me I'm being foolish feeling like this. And yes, I'm going for a massage shortly to help that.
As far as love sonnets? You might change your mind. I can be a sappy bastard, and sonnets to me are like music to my soul. Poems and lyrics are similar in so many ways. And music is another thing I can't wait to share with you next time you're dirtside. This one though, since we're apart, I thought would be appropriate.
Thus can my love excuse the slow offence
Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed:
From where thou art why should I haste me thence?
Till I return, of posting is no need.
O, what excuse will my poor beast then find,
When swift extremity can seem but slow?
Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind;
In winged speed no motion shall I know:
Then can no horse with my desire keep pace;
Therefore desire of perfect'st love being made,
Shall neigh--no dull flesh--in his fiery race;
But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade;
Since from thee going he went wilful-slow,
Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.
By the way, I'm attaching a transcript of our chat. Since it was on Starfleet comms, as much as I wanted to, I didn't think it was wise to keep an audio or video copy. So I had the files deleted. But I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I have been. God, Len, you really have no idea what you do to me, do you? I also think when I have you at my place this fall, we need to make a video or two to keep us company when we're apart. What do you think about that?
Lastly, don't worry. I'm taking care of myself. I promise. I know I'll need to be ready for the five weeks I get to spend on the Enterprise with you. God, I cannot wait. I'm hard just thinking about it. So before I head to my massage appointment, I'd better go jerk off. I'll be thinking of you fucking me.
Good god, man, I can't believe you kept a transcript of that vidcomm! I think even my hair is blushing right now. I will admit that I've enjoyed re-reading it, and I'll enjoy it even more when I've got the time to properly appreciate it - hopefully tonight after shift. I've never made a porn vid before, but with you? Yeah, I'd like that. I have a feeling I'll be doing a lot of things for the first time with you.
From what I can tell, that poem is beautiful, Chris. But I'm not even going to pretend I have any idea what it means. You'll have to explain it to me when you come see me. God, I'm revealing my ignorance here, but that IS Shakespeare, right? No doubt Jim would be able to tell me all about the poem, its historical context, quote several academic analyses of it, and have thirty other sonnets memorized. He's completely obsessed with ancient Earth literature. He even has a collection of paper books. But anyway, I'm not going to ask him about it, because that poem is something between you and me. So I'll just wait until we're together and then you can tell me what it means, or even better, give me a demonstration.
As for your question about my preferences - I've never really tried to label myself. I'm attracted to whoever I'm attracted to, whether they're male or female. Yeah, most of my serious relationships have been with women, but I've had relationships with men. It wasn't "experimentation" - Chris, I don't have unattached sex. Period. So when I say I've been with men before, it was in the context of a monogamous relationship. Not all of those relationships were earth-shatteringly serious, but it wasn't just sex for fun, or sex to try something new. And as you said, we've got both incredible sex and an emotional connection, and I can't imagine ever wanting anything more than that. I hope that helps.
All right, I've got to get ready for my duty shift. But Chris, what have you been doing that you gave yourself back spasms that bad? Take it easy, for god's sake. At this point, pushing yourself harder physically is not going to decrease your recovery time. When you're here, I'll just have to make sure you spend lots of time in bed to compensate. And in that tub in the visiting dignitaries' quarters. And I'll be happy to give you some long massages as well - it's a specialty of mine.
Damn it, really going now.
Part 7, here.